June 2009
4 posts
LIFE JUST KEEPS GOING.......AND GOING......
“You never know what you have….until it’s gone.”
– unknown
IDK HOW LONG IT HAS BEEN!!
I missed you all……but now I get to use my computer again. HOWEVER only for 2 hours a day, but its better than nothing :)!
Things have been going so well I can’t even begin to describe……so I wont! ;) I am just going to start back up with my old stuff and fill you in each day starting tomorrow. Have a great night.
March 2009
2 posts
BEING GROUNDED SUCKS
I will talk to you all……in like……NEVER!
February 2009
14 posts
FORGIVE AND FORGET
LOOK PAST THE WRONG.....
Never judge a person by what you see….you will never understand the tears that they cry or the pain they hold inside.
Sierra
Awe Pat…I don’t hate you! I called because I was worried and I missed talking to you. We both said things in the past that I know I’m not proud of…but hey don’t dwell on the past…let’s put that behind us and move on!! Friends? You can call me whenever or talk to me about anything!! :) Just thought you should know that!!
crazygibson:
I apologize for...
FALL...
As tears fall each one burns in it’s own way and cuts me deeper than the pain that caused those tears in the first place. Sometimes I can’t go on…I’m not me. I have nothing left to give…
FEELINGS HURT...why must I feel...
I’m never going back to ok…I just can’t go back to easy! Feelings are like a slap in the face and it hurts so much, I can’t get away from the pain no matter how much I try. Burning bridges hurts everyone… Understand or left confused it doesn’t matter…
A Night Worth Living For...
Nights I slept and pictures of your face would flow through my mind like the waves crash in the ocean.
I finally found that my reality is better than my dreams and I would rather never sleep again than miss seeing that.
I saw things I couldn’t explain and now I know that the pieces of the scrambled puzzle meant that I needed to find you.
Life in it self becomes more than it ever has been...
“It’s ok…Just think of dying children…”
– Josh (BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
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Like flower quickly fading…A wave tossed in the ocean. Time flies by before you even get a say in what happend. Sometimes life gets lonely, but you have to continue walking along like nothing happend, like although it’s the hardest thing you will ever encounter, you must go on. No one cuts slack, no one gives breaks, no one listens to your thoughts and needs. God is the only place to...
“You know your in love when you cant fall asleep because reality finally became...”
– unknown
There’s a time in life when you start to realise who you are and what your purpose on this earth is, I know now that it doesnt matter how others see me….I went back to church for the first time in a year…I was the happiest girl in the world. I felt saved….new again…so hard to describe, but I felt indestructible….like no one could say or do anything to hurt me...
January 2009
22 posts
THANK YOU!!!
WATCH...
Why is it that all human kind is perfectly aware of the fact that the world is coming to an end, yet no one does a single thing to try and stop what we started? Fear…….fear comes naturally, but you learn to overcome that and do what you know is best. Why waste precious time being afraid when you can acheive much more form being strong…being….you! It does take time, but it...
WHEN IN DOUBT....TWIST AND SHOUT!!!!!!
PINKIES OUT!!!!!!!!!!
DON'T WORRY......BE HAPPY!!!!
This excerpt from a song spoken by a verrrrrrrrrrrrrry great person I know always gets me through the day. When things feel bad…I hum this little song and everything is alright. :))))) thank you!!
Lessons Well Learned...
Everyday a new dawn is rising, but inside it feels like the sun never gets to shine…….it stays behind the mountains and struggles to come out, but can’t. It fights and fights, but with everyday comes no strength and it gives up hope after to many. Things need light to grow……but without the sun…How can I be a better person or try to be different? It just...
JOSH!!!
You are the bestest friend everrrrrr in the history of everything known to man!! Thank you for always being there I have no clue what I’d do without you!!! Sheesh who knew slow dancing with someone you have known since 3rd grade was such a huge deal. Obviously it was a big enough deal to reopen the cracks in an already caved friendship. Monday is going to be funny seeing...
WOW!
I can’t believe I was there……at the inauguration…..I was there!!!!! A part of history I will NEVER forget!!!! In that crowd of people you will see on T.V. for a very long time, I was there. In person I watched the first African-American president Barack Obama get swarn into office as the 44th president of the United States of America. His speech was...
OMGeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
IM HOME!!!! Washington D.C. is the best, coldest, most fun, FREAKING AMAZING place i’ve been to yet……..so much history. I saw so many things….I’m speechless!!!! Obama did a great job at the inauguration and the weather was like 10 degrees. HAHA WOW O WOW…it was great!! I can’t wait to go again sometime. Im gonna post pictures later today…so...
Leaving tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m going to the Inauguration!!! Can’t wait!!!! I am going to take LOTS of pictures, so be expecting many posted on here. I will be gong for a week so I won’t be posting. Have a great week everyone!! Love you all.
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$l33p W311........you are dead to me
SECRETIVE LIES...
Binded by the days that pass and pass…..I wish for the pain and stress to yield so I may be free to fly again. Friends in denial aren’t friends at all, for if they can’t see they’re wrong doings, it’s best to step out of the way. This world seems to have nothing for me here but sloppy seconds and the after math of all the trama, I want to be happy and face everything...
you know who you are......
Idk whats going through my head at the moment, but I am totally sure about one thing and one thing only….. I find myself becoming more and more attracted to you. No one knows who you are, because you hide so well, but your personality is astounding and gives you away in the most crowded place. You found me when times were gray and kept me happy when I was sad. You are always there to talk to...
VEGAN FOOD ISN'T HALF BAD.
Tonight for dinner I got to make a Tofu Stir-Fry…..sounds interesting right?
Well thats what I thought too…..TOFU W.T.H!!!???!!!
Anyway so I chopped up some bell peppers green, red and yellow,
Then some mushrooms, garlic, onions, parsley, and tofu.
I put some olive oil in a pan and let it all cook.
When it was all done I put it on noodles and TA DA! HAHAHA it was the most amazing...
“Live life like there’s no tomorrow! As if today is the last day of your...”
– unknown
LAUGH AT THINGS THAT DON'T MATTER!! :)
BE POSITIVE!! If you think no one cares….just know that I LOVE YOU. Even if you don’t know me and think I’m crazy…I still Love you. Can you feel it yet….I’m sending it all your way!! <333333333
SMILE :)
GOING VEGAN!!!!!!!!!!
Check out this website…SERIOUSLY…..you will never look at meat or anything that involves animals the same. When you eat meat you are ingesting not only all the chemicals that they were injected with, but the emotions that they went through while being killed.
http://www.goveg.com/factoryFarming.asp when you click on the link watch the video…..then if you feel like seeing what...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
No drinking unless your 21……..and hey if you do….DRIVE RESPONCIBLY. Get someone else to drive at least! Be safe out there everyone. Party Hard Love you all!!!
December 2008
14 posts
ENABLER
I am an enabler and I feel the need to always HAVE to help everyone that walks into my life, without thinking of myself, but when I take the time to do that I feel much pain…..so much pain it’s hard to breathe. Then I step ot of ME….SIERRA and live as the “enabler” because I can’t bare the pain and I’m still suffering because I’m a soft-hearted...
The World is NOT Yours for the Taking.....
If I watch you go…you’ll see me wastin, you’ll see me wastin away……cuz today you walked out of my life…….today your words felt like a knife…Im not livin this life……
BE HAPPY
It’s important to be happy even when times get rough….that doesn’t mean cover-up your true feelings, but be strong and happiness will destroy the pain. It may seem impossible to be happy…..but give it a shot and you wont soon be disappointed.
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This here is my favorite holiday………People seem so much more happy this time of year. Love is definately in the air! Have a Very Merry Christmas everyone! I love you all so much and don’t EVER forget it! I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
<3 SIERRA
EARLY MOURNING - Alesana
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Last night I forgot
How the sound your voice whispered sweet
Goodbyes, your eyes left to die
I'm alone too
I don't stand why
Why not one more night
One last kiss good bye
My sweet love tonight
I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are
Kiss my closings eyes
Help me sleep without you I'm so lost
Tonight I cry
Tell me why
I can't live without your warm...
Think....
Sometimes in life, things happen that you don’t want to……or don’t really need to, but in the end you HAVE to be strong and let it go or it will break you apart. It’s so hard to build back up from scratch when you’ve been broken. It may feel like your world is falling apart, but the truth is………its not. You have to put your mind to it and build...
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So there was school on Thursday December 18…….but I guess its ok I’m over it now. I can’t wait for Christmas!!!!